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Journal Entry: Sat Jun 20, 2015, 7:11 AM
Alright, this has happened far too much. If I'm gone from here i'm not ignoring you or abandoning you it's simply I've stopped creating art! It's who I am, I leave things and I recreate. It's how I've always been, I'm not very good at responding online, i'm not the best at answering, and that's who i am. 

I want to break this down chronologically. I hit a lull making art, i was struggling with my classes. Art is something that requires a lot from me unlike twitter and tumblr. I had to hang up the towel here, I couldn't focus on it and my other social media and school. I couldn't be here.

So I took a pause and I forgot about deviantart because guess what!! It's super inactive, practically everyone is gone and i just didn't need it anymore. I forgot! so time goes by and i do other things yea, no big deal.

Until you all literally stalk me and find every bit of my social media !!!!!!!!!!!! STOP HARASSING ME. STOP STALKING ME. LEAVE ME ALONE. I DON'T WANT TO COME TO THIS BUT MY GOD YOU'RE SENDING ME MASS ANON ASKS, TWEETING AT ME? LEAVE ME ALONE. I WOULD BE FINE WITH THIS IF IT HADN'T ALREADY HAPPENED BEFORE.

WHEN I LEFT THE FIRST TIME I CONSTANTLY REMADE BECAUSE YOU GUYS KEPT STALKING ME AND FINDING MY TUMBLRS AND SENDING ME LOADS OF ASKS.

I'M MOSTLY LOOKING AT KATIE HERE, THIS IS OBSESSIVE. THIS IS TOO MUCH. YOU'RE LITERALLY STALKING ME. YOU'VE CORNERED MY FRIENDS TRYING TO FIND ME AND IT'S WEIRD AND I WANT YOU. TO LEAVE ME ALONE. I WANT YOU GUYS TO STOP TRYING TO GUILT ME INTO COMING BACK AND HARASSING ME AND JUST MY GOD.

I'M FURIOUS. THIS IS AN INVASION OF MY SPACE. THIS IS WEIRD THIS IS OBSESSIVE AND YOU NEED TO TONE IT DOWN. YOU GUYS WERE MY FRIENDS BUT THIS IS RIDICULOUS. FRIENDS? DON'T DO THIS.

I'M NOT GONNA ANSWER ANY COMMENTS I GET ON THIS AND I'M PROBABLY GOING TO DELETE THIS AND I SWEAR IF YOU CONTINUE TO FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER AND TUMBLR AND SEND ME ASKS, I WILL BLOCK THEM. I WILL BLOCK ALL OF THEM. 

LEAVE. ME. ALONE.

  • Listening to: BTS, I Need U

Update + tagged~!

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 28, 2015, 2:59 PM
yooooohooooooo, sorry sorry sorry for my absence lately and how quiet i've been, i'm truly sorry to have been inactive for a while, my apologies!!!! i've been booked with exams and a new workout routine and things are getting hectic friends! sorry sorry sorry !!! i totes give my sincerest apologies loves, i'm still here, don't worry, i'm not leaving !!! i'll try to be more active, i mean it!

but in the meantime, here's a cute lil thing i was tagged in yea !!!

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Fandom I Choose:  ....does kpop count? I'm gonna say yes and im going to do BTS and Vixx.

First Character I fell in love with:  let's say this is my bias soooooooooo, for BTS, we have Rap Monster and for Vixx we have Hyuk!

The Character I Never To Expect To Love As Much As I Do Now:  character = member yea? okay so for BTS i'm gonna say Suga and for Vixx i'm going to say N.

The Character Everyone Love's BESIDES Me:  hmmm Jungkook for BTS and i really love everyone in vixx so i can't choose!!

The Character I Love That Everyone Hates:  i don't think anyone hates any of the members!!!

The Character I Use To Love But Not Any Longer:  J hope i suppose, i love him but not as much ;o;

The Character I Would Shag Anytime  NOPE

The Character I Want To Be:  J hope, I wanna be everyone's hope !! i can't think of anyone from Vixx tho...

The character I'd Slap:  NOPE

A Pairing That I LOVE:  i don't ship real ppl!!!

A Pairing I DESPISE:  ummm mostly most of them b/c real life shipping is ? but nah i don't hate tho

Favorite Characters  Rapmon, Ken, and Hyuk 

My TWO Favorite Characters:  Rapmon and Hyuk 

My LEAST TWO favorite Characters:  Jungkook and maybe Taehyung but i don't really dislike them honestly

Character I Am MOST Like:  I am the literal J hope and Ken love child. I am the perfect blend of them.

My DEEEEP Dark Fandom Secret:  I don't have one? ;o;

  • Listening to: Teen Top, ?

It's the weekend!

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 10, 2015, 6:52 PM
and you know what that means! 


I can work on commissions and art !!! 

Yes, I can work on art once again, but only for a short time. Emphasis on short, I also have an english project on the Harlem Renaissance I need to work on this weekend as well so, while I will have more time to work on art, my schoolwork is my priority. But don't worry, I'll certainly try to work on these things for you all alright? Hopefully I can upload some nice pieces for you all!!



Anyways!! Fighting!! Have a safe and fun weekend you all!!!

  • Listening to: Chains, Nick Jonas
  • Watching: Steven Universe
  • Playing: Cookie Clicker

Update

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 7, 2015, 5:28 PM
So, spring break is over and I'm back in school so production of anything will be very very very slow. Not only am I back in school, unfortunately I will not be home until very very late as I'm also on the track team finally. I also have track practice after school which goes very late and I walk home which takes maybe an hour? So, my day is cut very short. I also have a lot of extra curricular's in the evening on monday and wednesday so i really don't have much spare time available

Track Practice also leaves me brutally exhausted, I do shotput and discus so I use a lot of strength and power during practice which really wears me out when i get home. 

I also take AP classes, which have a large amount of homework so I have to be busy when I get home.

and on top of this, i'm trying to get a job as well and this will severely shorten my time if I happen to get one. 

i just wanted to let everyone know this, and give a heads up to you all. sorry everyone, looks like i'll be a little inactive for a while, i offer a sincere apology to those who've commissioned me, i'll do my best to get those done.

  • Listening to: Shake it out, Taylor Swift
  • Watching: Steven Universe

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 5, 2015, 12:55 PM
I don't know why but... for some reason lately I'm really kinda down? I've been feeling sad lately and it's only just getting worse and I'm just trying to find things that make me happy but again I'm loosing interest in everything again and it's just hard on one y'know?

I don't like being a debbie downer but things are just getting hard again. 

  • Listening to: Clean, Taylor Swift
  • Watching: Steven Universe

Really

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 3, 2015, 1:18 PM
I'd honestly be so much more productive if solitaire wasn't in my life. I like honestly cannot stop playing this useless card game, I'm literally obsessed with it. I've played like over 200 games of it already like I play it like so many times daily.

I have a serious problem honestly 

I need help for this. I'm weak

  • Listening to: Clean, Taylor Swift
  • Watching: Steven Universe

Aish

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 2, 2015, 5:22 PM
I'm literally soooooo bored. I really wish I had more of a reason for posting this but I'm like seriously bored out of my mind. No one's active right now and I really can't think of a thing to do. I wish I had something to do right now, or someone to talk with but no one's on, not on anything



I have to figure out what to do on my own.... don't I?

Maybe I'll do something with Sun-cha or finally make a steven universe oc?

  • Listening to: Style, Taylor Swift
  • Watching: Steven Universe

Who knows?

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 2, 2015, 3:15 PM
Hey friends and fam, I have a weeeeee bit of a question.

...Well, maybe a few.


I'm really looking to find someone with open commissions because I have a few things on my agenda that I'd like to get done.

I'm looking for someone who can do the Total Drama style because for like ever I've been dying to have a TD oc but alas, I totes can't draw that style nor can I find any bases to work with. I just don't know where to look either since I don't know too many folks!

Second, I'm absolutely dying to get art of Como-La-Flor 's oc and mine, Mario and Sun-cha, together. They're a new couple and I love love love Sun-cha and I really want art of her like so bad! I really want to also do stuff with her, so please message me if you want to do something with her!

So please, message me or comment or really anything if you or someone else has their commissions open and can do these things for me, thanks !!

  • Listening to: Happiness, Red Velvet

Hello loves

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 2, 2015, 1:17 PM
Hello sweethearts !!! Guess what, guess what!! I just got word that for this weekend, I have been approved by a new independent modelling agency for a small shoot they're doing in downtown Columbus !! 

Basically what this means is that I got approved and on Saturday I'm going to be doing some modelling!! I'll be have someone to touch up my makeup and hair and we'll be going to multiple locations downtown to get pictures!!

I'm absolutely thrilled, it's such an honor to be able to do this, I'm really really excited !!! I've been picking up my dance again and so this is another thing I'm really happy to be doing!!!

Please wish me luck for Saturday and I'll keep everyone posted!

  • Listening to: F(x)

Changed profile

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 1, 2015, 8:56 PM
Hello lovelies ! Well, I finally changed my page, but I'm not completely satisfied. It's really the same page just changed up colors and what not. I'm thinking about changing everything soon, but it's so much work and i'm not too confident in my html skills nor do i know exactly what to do for all of this.....
I'll figure it out though !!! we'll work this out together!! but for now, i'm going to bed. good night angels!!!!

  • Listening to: All you had to do was stay, Taylor Swift

Good News my sweeties!

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 20, 2015, 6:40 PM
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Good Evening sweeties !!
Just wanted to spread some good news, I'm applying for a job at a local frozen yogurt place and to my knowledge, I'm doing fairly better in school which is good !!! Mostly things are going a lot better around here and I'm going to visit my aunt tomorrow and i'm looking forward to it!!
Also a huge thing of good news, I'm getting a new phone I believe !! Like a real smart phone, I'm so excited !!! I haven't had a phone in several months and it'll be really nice to have when I start working and what not! 
And it's a little silly but makes me so happy but my favorite K pop group, Bangtan, is not only releasing a new album but they're also coming on tour in America !!! I'm sooooo excited and they're going to be in Chicago which is really close to where I live I'm so excited honestly !!!! Also one of my favorite members, Rap Monster, released a new mixtape today and I'm really excited to listen to it !!!
All in all things are looking really good lately!


  • Listening to: SpineBreaker, BTS

Point Commissions reopened

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 18, 2015, 4:41 PM
Howdy friends!! Alright, looks like I'm feeling pretty bored and also, in a dire need of points. So, here goes, I'm gonna reopen my commissions for a limited time, that's right!!

I know my art isn't of the highest caliber right know, considering I don't have a tablet and I've been using Paint.Net, but I do have Paint tool Sai, so don't worry, your points will be in good hands!!

I won't do: Furry, NSFW, or Mecha so sorry pals but I do accept everything else.

Alright, onto prices!!!

Busts: From the chest/shoulders up with background or transparent, your choice. In paint.net it's 20 points but for Paint tool Sai it'll be 35 points. 

Waist: From the stomach zone up with a background or transparent, your choice. In paint.net it's 40 points, in Paint tool Sai it'll be 55 points.

Half body: From the thighs/knees up with a background or transparent, your choice. In paint.net it's 60 points, in Paint tool Sai it'll be 75 points.

Full body: A full body picture with a background or transparent, your choice. In paint.net it'll be 80 points and I won't do this is paint tool sai, sorry. 

Chibi: a full body chibi of any character, background or transparent, your choice.  Price depends on complexity but will range anywhere from 15-45 points for both Paint.net or Paint tool Sai.

I won't be doing icons since I'm not comfortable redoing those again.

Bonus characters cost an extra 5 points for paint.net and an extra 10 in Paint tool sai.

*Paint.Net is a simpler easier less diverse version of Paint tool Sai so it's pricing is lower since it's easier to use for me.  

I'm only opening up 5 slots for commissions right now, however one person can request up to 4 drawings of their choice, so no worries !!!!

Please comment if you're interested or note me with your order !!! I'll start working once I get paid, however you'll receive a full refund if I'm unable to complete your commission.


Slots:
  1. Citrine for QhostLamb , Paint.Net Bust [complete]
  2. Fer and J for Como-La-Flor , Paint.Net Half body [complete]
  3. Nina and Seth for kimifire , Paint.Net Waist [wip]
  4. Sunshine and Kyle Rayner for KoalaOShiz , Paint.Net full body [unstarted]
  5. open

Thank you !! I hope you commission from me!


  • Listening to: Stop Stop it, Got7

Oc planning

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 18, 2015, 4:12 PM
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so i'm just writing out some plans/thoughts/ideas/schemes i've had concerning some ocs i'm planning

Pink Nerd:
-19-21 years old, lives on her own in a really tiny apartment in a big city
-introverted like really introverted and doesn't love socializing in person. is alright with digital interaction
-works full time from home as a web guru, like fixes tech and writes coding and programs for companies 
-has dyed pastel pink hair (natural color is like a medium brown) and occasionally will dye it mint green
-loves anime and j pop and k pop and the works. seriously a total "weeaboo" 
-wears cult party kei/japanese street fashion clothes. usually in a pink hue with some kind of cyber twist
-likes mecha and shoujou anime the most, favorite titles are Neon Genesis Evangelion, Gundam, and like Shugo Chara
-Also a fashion blogger in her free time
-Makes a mean cup of tea, is very skilled at brewing and making teas and coffee
-A horrible cook however, at best she eats instant ramen and microwave meals (would also help to mention her apartment doesn't even really have a stove, only one of those portable ones. a microwave and mini fridge is as good as it gets)
-Loves K drama and K pop too. Her favorite group is Red Velvet but she also likes Bangtan also. Her bias from Red Velvet is Joy and her bias from Bangtan is Suga.
-Her astrological sign is a Taurus/Gemini cusp (most likely)


Steven Universe/Gemsona:
-Main character I'm making is a tiny gem named Chalcedony. Her partner (not romantic, they're just paired together on a mission) is Coral.
-Chalcedony works as a prison guard from Homeworld and Coral is a well known Bounty Hunter, also Homeworld. They were tasted to retrieve Lapis and Jasper. 
-If they had astrological signs, Chalcedony would be an Aquarius and Coral would be be a Scorpio/Capricorn cusp.
-If they fuse they'd make the gem Fluorite. It's a blue-ish purplish gem, which makes sense considering Coral is red and Calcedony is a blueish whitish and vaguely pinkish gem.
-Chalcedony's weapon is a huge lance and Corals weapon is a long staff and a net. Combined as Fluorite, their weapon is a Trident (i think, subject to change.)
-Coral is big and tall and really muscular and has really sharp features and doesn't talk much but is known to have a temper and Chalcedony is short and curvy (she has wider hips and a plumper chest) and has a spaced out kinda neutral but positive personality. Coral is roughly the same height as Garnet and Chalcedony is taller than Amethyst but shorter than Pearl.
-Their dynamic works alright because they both want to accomplish their task and they don't resent each other, however Coral dislikes Chalcedony's dreamer like behavior.
-Chalcedony is more closely linked to me as a gemsona.
-Coral's gem is located where her right ear is and Chalcedony's gem is located in the septum, like this ( s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/7… )

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these are really the only two sets of oc's I have planned. feel free to tell me what you think!!

  • Listening to: Stop Stop it, Got7
Hey, it's me, Jamie (but I used to call myself Isabelle). I changed my username from Remiliasweetheart again, now I'm ucccoffee (canon neon genesis get it) and well, looks like i'm back. 

I took a major hiatus from deviantart the past year because mostly everything was really really overwhelming. I really couldn't handle a lot of the constant comments and things I was receiving and there was much drama in the groups i'd been in. The people weren't the problem, I just couldn't handle it. 

So for now maybe I'll be back, I don't know why i had an urge to return, but I'm interested in that.

Unfortunately, I no longer have a tablet which is sad but I can continue to draw.

So yea, it's been a while but looks like i'm back for now.
  • Listening to: 각성 , Rapmonster

Fic trades

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 6, 2014, 11:48 AM
Would anyone be interested in doing a fan fic trade? I'd love to do that y'know because Writing is fun and easy. So, anyone want to do a fan fic trade then?

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  • Listening to: Cha Ching Imagine Dragons

Amazing Giveaway!!!

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 6, 2014, 11:10 AM
Please check out this 10,000 point and Art giveaway hosted by WaterSoup omg!!!!
There's tons of winners so everyone gets a chance!! :D


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  • Listening to: Cha Ching Imagine Dragons

Important :D

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 5, 2014, 8:35 PM
Okay so guess what!! I don't have school tomorrow!!! We got a snow day ;) So you know what that means?
My conscience: You're going to do your school work and get sleep like you're SUPPOSED to?
No, of course not!! I'm gonna do ACTUAL art again haha. No more MSpaint, back to Sai like a good girl. Anyways, I'm not doing trades or anything since I don't want to have more ~*~*responsibilities*~*~ to avoid but yea, I'm doing art. I may do some gift art as I see fit though. But, here's what I'm thinking of drawing so you know what to expect von mir:
  1. Marja and Makani in their fancy new outfits
  2. My new Avenger OC for a fic I'm doing with kimifire and Awkwardist
  3. Bianca as Rapunzel from Tangled
  4. Possibly a new ID type thing of me dressed as Loki (and maybe a side picture of Loki in MY clothes ;3 )
  5. Older versions of my OC's
So yea, expect that darlings!! Also, anyone up to RP? I wanna do some cool stuff and I'm finally feeling like I can do things honestly.


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  • Listening to: Cha Ching Imagine Dragons

Useless Journal!!

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 4, 2014, 5:16 PM
Haha, don't mind this, it's really just for my reference? It's my Ohayocon schedule so I have some record of it on hand!!

Saturday:

8 - 12 pm: No plans
1 - 1:30 pm: Photoshoot with Dragon Fan Photography.
1:30-3pm: No Plans
3 - 3:30 pm: Photoshoot with Devious Tofu Photography
3:30 - 6:30 pm: Dangan Ronpa Group Photoshoot with Devious Tofu Photography
6:30 - 7 pm: No Plans
7 - 7:30 pm: Photoshoot with Devious Tofu Photography
7:30 - 11 pm: No Plans

Sunday:
8 - 11:15 am: No Plans
11: 15 - 11:45 am: Photoshoot with Kerstynn Photography
11:45 - 12:15 pm: Photoshoot with Devious Tofu Photography
12:15 - 1 pm: No Plans
1 - 1:30pm: Photoshoot with Devious Photography
2 - 2:30 pm: Photoshoot with Dragon Fan Photography
2:30 - 5 pm: No Plans

And I need 18$ in total for all my photoshoots!! If you read this, this was totally pointless for realsies.



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  • Listening to: Cha Ching Imagine Dragons

omg

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 4, 2014, 5:00 PM
Okay, have any of you heard the German soundtrack from Frozen? My favorite is the "Love is an Open Door" German version (but mostly because I love German and it's good for me because I'm learning it and I want to live in Germany for a bit haha)

Here's the video:

I was going to embed it but I have no idea how to get it to work for a journal??? It can't be that hard but I have no idea omg..... 

Anyways yea!! Also, y'all should still talk to me about the Avengers fic I'm gonna do it's gonna be hella.


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  • Listening to: Cha Ching Imagine Dragons

Ooh!!

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 4, 2014, 11:39 AM
Who likes my new Loki journal skin? I think it's really really nice!!! Anyways, credit to kinga-saiyans for the journal yea!!

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  • Listening to: Cha Ching Imagine Dragons